11 January 2000

I just saw H again. In my dreams that is. Okay, this is what happens when you think about somebody too much. Anyway, she was warm and friendly in my dream just now. Totally different from real life where she's quite hostile to me. I guess it's true what they say then. Dreams are always the opposite of what's happening in real life. Then again some people say dreams do come true but I'm not getting my hopes high on this one. oh whatever! If it's only in dreams then so be it.That's probably the closest I can get to her now. <-- Ha ha you loser!