9 July 1999

Now i could not afford to miss breakfast at college anymore. Soon i won't even afford lunch for me. Saving up my money for the weekends. It's good to see H again. made me forget all of my worries for a while. Shouldn't have bought lunch or this cigarette pack today. Now that examinations is around the corner, i did a little bit of studying, well at least i tried.. Later i shaved my head again. It made me feel a lot lighter again in the head. Now perhaps i can stay up longer, wake up late and skip breakfast. I'm pathetic, well who cares.