2 September 2000

I just sat for my repeat C++ paper this morning. If you think ACCA or bar exam is difficult, they are nothing compared to my C++ paper today. Two days ago Rose and her family came down to KL to visit some relatives here. So in the evening while they were at this fun fair opposite The Mines, Rose asked me to come along to meet her. I was like, are you crazy? There's no way I'm gonna meet the parent and brothers and family this soon! That said, I did go in the end after much thought. So I went there and met her parent and everybody. Although I was quite happy to see her it was an all round awkward meeting. We didn't even get to talk much since everybody was like looking at me like a hawk. Maybe they're afraid I would try something funny like hold her hand while walking or something. Right. Fortunately for me the meeting was quite brief. Later that night Rose told me I was the first guy ever who dared to meet his parent and family. She was never allowed to have boyfriends more so relationships with any one before this. I don't know whether to be flattered or freak out. I mean I still don't know where this thing between Rose and I are going, you know. And what about H? Who knows she might run back into my arms tomorrow? That will be really awkward (ha ha you wish!)

Talk about H, I finally get to see her this morning. She looked just as stunning as always. And as usual she totally ignored me like I didn't exist. I don't know why I even bother hoping. It's like wishing for the impossible. Perhaps there is such thing as impossible in this world after all.

Anyway I my buddies and I went to Shah Alam on Independence Day eve you know, to celebrate Merdeka. It was a complete waste of time. I mean there's this little stage where somebody was singing and then a couple thousand people wandering aimlessly around. So boring.