16 March 2002

This is the drought season. Several states had taken into water rationing already. Here it isn't so. My home for example gets it water from the well which is a bit smelly but it'll do.

Grandma was getting hostile towards me. Maybe the word hostile is too strong. But that's what happens when her precious son is around me or anybody else becomes second. Next time I shall stay no longer than 2 days. And that time would be next Hari Raya. My heart just hurts a little. I know she still loves me but I'm just tired being second fiddle in this place. I didn't even get to watch the TV this morning. Of course I understand I've nothing to give her but my unconditional love. But without the money and luxuries, I'm just a useless burden.

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